As the holidays approach I can't help thinking about all the blessings and miracles
in my life. One of my favorite 'miracle stories' is the story of my little Nicholas.
Though Cole was born in 2004, the story really begins when a few months after Kevin and I were married we decided we wanted to start a family. I was very excited when I got pregnant right away. Three months later I was crushed when an ultrasound confirmed that I was in the process of miscarriage.
I was disappointed during the months that followed when I wasn't able to get pregnant again. The disappointing months turned into a disappointing year and then into two years. Kevin and I went to a specialist and began using fertility medication. Another year passed and I was ready to give up. It had been a very difficult time for me - each month hoping, and waiting, and each month being disappointed. When I got to "that" point, Kevin offered the extra love and support I needed to continue to hope. Finally, after 3 years my body began feeling the effects of that love - and continued to experience it - throwing up daily for the next 8 months.
It was a difficult process to get pregnant and it wasn't easy being pregnant, but, after hours of induced labor and a C-section, we felt so blessed to finally meet our first baby girl. We enjoyed every minute with her. Six years, another round of fertility, and 8 more months of nausea later we were blessed again - with a second daughter.
Of course we consider all of our children miracles. But, to get our little Cole, we needed an extra miracle.
In the course of becoming pregnant with our second daughter, the doctor gave me a bit of a scare, talking about the chance of multiples. I was very relieved when the ultrasound showed just one fetus. However, my fear of fertility meds was further enhanced, shortly after Alexis was born, as I watched the news about the McCaughey septuplets (born in November 1997.)
When Kevin and I talked about having a third child I was scared to use fertility meds again. (The McCaughey's had one baby - then 7!) I used fertility twice. It gave us two beautiful girls. I did want another baby - I just didn't think I could handle being pregnant with two or even more babies at the same time. The "what ifs" were a little too scary for me.
I hoped that somehow I'd be able to get pregnant without fertility meds. Six years later it hadn't happened. I felt very blessed to have my wonderful daughters. I expected our family was probably complete; but, there was one last thing I had to do...
In the middle of the day, when I was alone, I knelt beside my bed and I said a prayer, the most heart felt of my life. I explained my situation to Father in Heaven, telling him I was afraid and I didn't feel like I could use the fertility meds again. I asked sincerely, "If it be Thy will, Kevin and I would like to have another child."
A couple of months later, shortly after Christmas, Kevin and I discovered that we had been given an additional unexpected gift that year.
We scheduled a C-section for September 2. Sneaking our little guy into the world a week or so before his due date. When he was born, we named him Nicholas, after St. Nicholas. Because he was our miracle - the best Christmas present ever.

Cole's first photo with Santa December 2004
I am grateful for the "big miracles" in my life that help me remember to look at the many smaller blessings - the ones that remind me, each day, that God is mindful of us. He knows us, He loves us, and He answers our prayers.
This holiday season I hope you will take a few moments to write down one or more of the many miracles in your life and share your story with those you love.
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Typography Notes:
I chose to use Fine Hand™ Plain to create the word "miracles" because of it's calligraphic handwritten qualities. British designer,
Richard Bradley, created Fine Hand™ Plain in 1987, based on his own handwriting. It is part of the ITC collection.